Demo 2
Demo 1
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I just want a second to think
But even if i had that second I’d only throw it away
I am so used to wasting my time
that it seems to be my life
Purely existing to waste time
Some days I really don’t care
I assume these days are good days
I want something concrete in my present
Not uncertainties in my future
I am not the type to chase a dream
There is a part of me that is glad
that I don’t know where I’m headed
But so much of me hurts
For knowing that others do
People tend to slip away
when your standing still
If I ever want anything that I can have
I must remember to take it
When you realize you’ve grown up
You see life’s not all about love anymore
I wish that’s all it was about
It would make things so simple
Although knowing love is hard enough
But it’s the thing I feel closest to
and the only place I know I want to be